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Go away don't bother me, anxiety attacks are sickening me again. Oh, why?
Deep behind my eyes, I look far outside my bedroom window. Goodbye, farewell, don't bother me. Today, my brain feels like mush, my toes are tingling with lust.
Don't leave me, my friend, don't leave me, my love. I'm tripping on my shadow, staring at your glasses, my reflection blinks back at me in the sun, my friend-
Don't bother me because deep behind my brain I'm biting my tongue, the words I want to say, caught in my throat. Honey, I'd like you better with your fists around my heart.
I don't sleep, just can't breathe without you talking to me-
Deep behind my eyes, I sit down and ask myself why I feel all this pain ...
Honey, I'd like you better if you'd just kiss me ...please. — maybe, I'm afraid</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><i>I saw you and all I wanted to do was die. You make my heart stop in a good way but I can't touch you, I can't be near you. You're too good for me;</i></span></div>
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Fransous. Khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18446204309679999517noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7227417197802008303.post-18528801157259592102016-11-13T21:56:00.001-08:002016-11-13T22:19:12.975-08:00DEAD ME.<i><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;">Night, sight- where the hell is my mind?</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;">Breathe, eat- I can't seem to think.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;">Cry, sleep- you make me want to scratch at my skin, good thing I'm already dead, my friend. </span></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><i><span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;">On these walls I scrawl your name, I want to hate you but I can't- my feelings keep getting in the way.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;">You're so beautiful, and I'm no match for you. I thought I could handle it- keep control but I spoke too soon for I have fallen, but deep down inside I know you don't feel the same so I'll pretend to be fine- I'll hide my feelings, I'll be okay. — Thoughts from the broken/a monster you've created.</span></i></span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">If I just think about you and her then I won't cry anymore. I'll be too numb to care. Too numb to feel.<br />Just let me drown.<br />In this storm, I breathe in regret, every word I've said, what was I thinking? Stocking up the pain? Too much love and not enough hate, kill me- stab my brain, I'd rather not think, never again.</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Every picture I see of you, all I want to do is kiss you and it makes me sick to live with these feelings in my heart- rip it out, I'll feel better. Rewind time, s<span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline;">o I can stop myself before I jump head first into deep, water.</span></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I drown. - Rip my heart out, I'm waiting.</span></i></div>
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Fransous. Khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18446204309679999517noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7227417197802008303.post-47534407533113920022016-11-13T21:30:00.001-08:002016-11-13T21:38:14.586-08:00EAT ME.<span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: 14px;"><i>I shouldn't talk, shouldn't think- look where it has gotten me. So emotional I can't breathe, lungs collapsed- my heart is dead.</i></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: 14px;"><i>My brain has rot, my soul is gone- virginity lost to the Devil. </i></span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-size: 14px;">Swallow more, drink more, fuck more, kill me.</span><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; display: inline; font-size: 14px;"><br />Like it or love it- can't hate it, just see it and feel it.<br />I feel myself all night and day- moaning, breaking bones, only I'm to blame.<br />They're gone, you're gone- I'm still here drowning in the rain, suffocating myself away. Lightning struck's through pitch black sky and I see your face staring at me.<br />What do you want? I can't see, the light has gone and I'm too scared to open my eyes to feel you dying next to me. — Fear or wonder, I forget</span></span></i><br />
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Late night ramblings with myself, I can't think of anyone else but you.
But you don't need me like I need you. You don't want me like I want you. So maybe I should go, leave my feelings behind- take back control because I'm about to die. — FUCK LOVE.</i></span><br />
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