BREAK ME.

You pull my heart towards you with every word you say, but my brain is screaming to get out of the way- her heart is still beating, she'll come back to you one day. I'll rip my own heart out so you don't have to, this rejection and jealousy I feel will fade away soon.. I'm already nothing to you. 

On these walls I scrawl your name, I want to hate you but I can't- my feelings keep getting in the way.
You're so beautiful, and I'm no match for you. I thought I could handle it- keep control but I spoke too soon for I have fallen, but deep down inside I know you don't feel the same so I'll pretend to be fine- I'll hide my feelings, I'll be okay. — Thoughts from the broken/a monster you've created.